Irrelevance
Every time I almost type something here, I don't. It's weird, like I've hit my quota for alienating people or something. There are so many things I could be saying that would piss more than a few people off. But I don't, because I realize there's no point. Lately, quite a few of my musings have ended with that thought. What's the point in:

trying to impress someone you wouldn't piss on if they were on fire?
going above and beyond for someone that doesn't care if you even tried?
setting an example for people too stupid to see it?
answering to people that don't have to answer for themselves?

I know what you're thinking. "Josh, you're smarter than that. You know why the world works the way it does." To this I say sure, but it's that knowledge which makes it all irrelevant.

At least I'm going to get a fat tax return, I guess. Now I can pay off the personal debt I have accrued via purchase, car work, and divorce. Then maybe I can do something nice for a girl that truly deserves it- one that has to deal with me daily.